Begging

I swear I was better once.
Please believe,
I can be him again.
I need you to believe,
So I can be.
So I can live.
I'm so tired of hiding.
Behind these damn walls.
Can you hear me?
Do you see me,
Trying to get out.
I swear I am.
These outstretched fingers.
I'm aching to be.
Please, save me.
Break down these walls.
Before I do.
I swear you can save me.
I swear.
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This isn't poetry.